Sometimes a piece of writing doesn’t merely make us think about the subject it discusses; it quietly opens a forgotten door within us. Recently, while reading an essay that reflected on the female body, modesty, and the “Dancing Girl” of Mohenjo-daro, I found myself revisiting a question that has accompanied me for almost two decades. …
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Building the Family I Never Had
Why I Am Writing This For much of my adult life, I have found myself returning to the same questions. Why does the idea of companionship matter so deeply to me? Why do I think about marriage not merely as a relationship, but as the foundation of a future family? Why have I always felt …
Between Two Worlds: Belonging to None
When Existence Feels Like a Curse There are phases in life that feel heavy, and then there are phases that feel unbearable.This one… feels like existence itself has turned into a curse I have to endure. It feels like being given an unquenchable thirst, only to be abandoned in the middle of an endless arid …
When Missiles Don’t Fly Straight
How radar, guidance systems, and human judgment turn the sky into a living feedback loop I was watching a video the other day where an anti-missile system was firing interceptors at an incoming threat. The setup itself looked almost deceptively simple – a vehicle-mounted platform with what looked like a rotating TV antenna, calmly sweeping …
How To Chose the Right Printer
Lately, I found myself printing a lot of notes, PDFs, and study material. Every few days, it meant going out, waiting at a shop, paying per page, and repeating the same small hassle again and again. Over time, it started to feel like: If I’m already spending this much money and effort just to get …
Irony of Life
When I got enough confidence, the stage was already gone. When I was sure of losing, I finally won. When I needed people the most, they left me. When I learned to dry my tears, I found a shoulder to cry on. When I mastered walking hated, an unexpected love shone. And when the darkness …
The Neuroscience of Avoidance, Distraction, and Procrastination
Why We Don’t Do What We Decide to Do—and How to Reclaim Control The Paradox of Intention Have you ever wondered why, even when we intend to do something, we so often fail to follow through?We create a plan, we schedule it carefully, and we genuinely want to execute it. The reasons are logical, the …
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The Barefoot Runner
All through my life, struggles have been my constant companion. I still remember standing alone in the scorching sun outside exam halls, while other students had their parents by their side — carrying snacks, water bottles, umbrellas & everything else to keep them comfortable. And there I was, with no one beside me but the …
When the Hollow Became Unbearable
The Escape I Thought I Wanted For a long time, I found myself increasingly disillusioned with many aspects of life in india: the pollution, crumbling infrastructure, pothole-ridden roads, overcrowding, the lack of civic sense, shrinking access to nature, and what often felt like an unfair burden on the middle class through high taxation (for almost …
My Dream Life A Symphony of Nature’s Embrace
In recent contemplations, I find myself yearning for a life immersed in the serene embrace of natural landscapes. The allure of rivers, mountains, lush greenery, and tranquil environments calls to my spirit. I fervently wish to settle down in an enchanting, idyllic, and tranquil countryside town, where the rhythm of life is attuned to the …
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When Diwali will be Happy?
A journey through failure, guilt, and the search for redemption For most people, festivals are a time of joy, togetherness, and celebration. They are moments when the world seems to pause, and families gather to light lamps, exchange sweets, laugh, and create memories. But for me, festivals have always carried a different weight — not …
ASSOCIATION: A reflection of your future self: “The_future_you”!!
Tell me who your F.R.I.E.N.D.S are and, I’ll tell you are and who you will be. Quite a heavy statement! Isn’t it? I also thought the same. When I came across this quotation for the first time. It was an exaggeration for me as well. Nothing to be surprised. But, down the line, on account …
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The Inner Soulscape 